Mary Jane

As I lie back and feel your familiar embrace

Your gentle touch brings a smile to my face

But my mind it seems to struggle against the warmness of your bubble

As it takes me back to another time and place

'Twas a place so long ago and long forgotten

When times were good just before I hit rock bottom

The days were long the nights were longer

Kidded myself you made me stronger

And I watched it all fade way like worn out cotton

Oh Mary Jane

Why did you have to be so sweet

Our first time together swept me off of my feet

You weren't like my other lovers

You didn't try to change me nor control me

Oh Mary Jane

In the end that's what you did.

Now I find myself back under your spell

I kind of love it but life's gone to hell

Here I sit

In this shell I call a home

My eyes glued

constantly to my mobile phone 

Trying  to see

everything thats going on

Inside this shell 

that  I call my home

EL Oh  EL 

just go to hell 

There's nothing left

of this show and tell

You had your fun

and I had mine

I think it's time 

we said our goodbyes 

So still I sit

in this shell I call a home

My eyes still glued

 to my mobile phone

Netflix and weed

to keep from losing my mind 

Inside this shell

that I call my home

Well I can't have any honey and I can't have  cream

No I can't have money and I can't have a queen

All I have is if I live or die, If I live or die

Well there's nobody near me, nobody close

There's no-one to hear me, nobody close 

All I have is if I live or die, if I live or die

Nikki pt 1 act 12.

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=sZlrsjvAtSw&feature=youtube_gdata_player

Nikki. or at least the first part.

OK. Here Iis the first trial. Its not the full song yet just a start. Still working on it, on hearing iitit back it does sound a bit like someone elses.

Excuse the voice lol.

Ok try this one. Vocal should be louder. Suckers

Not Mine just like the song

Lyrics | David Crowder Band lyrics - Stars lyrics

Nikki

Its been a while

Since I’ve seen her smile

Or felt my daughters kiss on my cheek

Its been so long

Since I held her tight

It’s strange each day still feels like a week

My heart burns, it burns for you

This empty pit inside continues to grow

My heart yearns, how it yearns for you

The saddest part is that you’ll never know

On Father’s Day

And their birthday’s

The pain inside just never seems to go

All through these years

And through all my tears

It’s strange still how the days go so slow

My heart burns, oh it burns for you

The empty pit inside continues to ggrow

My heart yearns, yes it yearns for you

The saddest part is that you’ll never know

So late at night

While I try to sleep

I think of you and my need to say

How I love you guys

I still think of you

And I hope all your pain has gone away

My heart burns, oh it burns for you

And through my tears I need to tell you so

My heart yearns, yes it yearns for you

And the saddest part is that you’ll never know