When you're blue

Mary Jane

As I lie back and feel your familiar embrace

Your gentle touch brings a smile to my face

But my mind it seems to struggle against the warmness of your bubble

As it takes me back to another time and place

'Twas a place so long ago and long forgotten

When times were good just before I hit rock bottom

The days were long the nights were longer

Kidded myself you made me stronger

And I watched it all fade way like worn out cotton

Oh Mary Jane

Why did you have to be so sweet

Our first time together swept me off of my feet

You weren't like my other lovers

You didn't try to change me nor control me

Oh Mary Jane

In the end that's what you did.

Now I find myself back under your spell

I kind of love it but life's gone to hell

Here I sit

In this shell I call a home

My eyes glued

constantly to my mobile phone 

Trying  to see

everything thats going on

Inside this shell 

that  I call my home

EL Oh  EL 

just go to hell 

There's nothing left

of this show and tell

You had your fun

and I had mine

I think it's time 

we said our goodbyes 

So still I sit

in this shell I call a home

My eyes still glued

 to my mobile phone

Netflix and weed

to keep from losing my mind 

Inside this shell

that I call my home

Well I can't have any honey and I can't have  cream

No I can't have money and I can't have a queen

All I have is if I live or die, If I live or die

Well there's nobody near me, nobody close

There's no-one to hear me, nobody close 

All I have is if I live or die, if I live or die

Nikki pt 1 act 12.

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=sZlrsjvAtSw&feature=youtube_gdata_player

Nikki. or at least the first part.

OK. Here Iis the first trial. Its not the full song yet just a start. Still working on it, on hearing iitit back it does sound a bit like someone elses.

Excuse the voice lol.

Ok try this one. Vocal should be louder. Suckers

Not Mine just like the song

Lyrics | David Crowder Band lyrics - Stars lyrics

Nikki

Its been a while

Since I’ve seen her smile

Or felt my daughters kiss on my cheek

Its been so long

Since I held her tight

It’s strange each day still feels like a week

My heart burns, it burns for you

This empty pit inside continues to grow

My heart yearns, how it yearns for you

The saddest part is that you’ll never know

On Father’s Day

And their birthday’s

The pain inside just never seems to go

All through these years

And through all my tears

It’s strange still how the days go so slow

My heart burns, oh it burns for you

The empty pit inside continues to ggrow

My heart yearns, yes it yearns for you

The saddest part is that you’ll never know

So late at night

While I try to sleep

I think of you and my need to say

How I love you guys

I still think of you

And I hope all your pain has gone away

My heart burns, oh it burns for you

And through my tears I need to tell you so

My heart yearns, yes it yearns for you

And the saddest part is that you’ll never know

Paradise

I get up in the morning and I stumble out of bed

Light another cigarette shake the cobwebs from my head

Sitting down for coffee with my fag end still in hand

Staring at her kitchen wall I'm making master plans

My life is paradise,

 I've got more bills than I have cash

There's nothing in my will and I'm running out of stash

My life is paradise

Watch the morning programs in a mind reducing haze

Eating bread and honey cant wait for shopping day

Staring out the windows watch the neighbours go to work

Wish I could go with them, but I can't afford a shirt

My Life is paradise

I've got more bills than I have cash

There's nothing in my will and I'm running out of stash

My life is paradise

Iron Duke ( Found the last draft)

Iron Duke   Version 2

Late night phone calls, ‘cos you’re on your own

Televisions on volume turned to low

British politicians tell me how to live my life

And all you want to know is,

 is if I love you

The Iron Duke is feasting in Vienna

He’s trying to take over the world

Black and white movies just aren’t what they seem

And all you want to know is,

 is if I love you

Suicide bombers in Israeli towns

Bombs in cars and jihad’s called

Twenty thousand fleeing a war torn past

And all you want to know is,

All you need to know is,

is if I love you

Bath Time

Its bath night again,

The ritual begins

Screaming kids don’t wanna get in

Patience waning, temper rising

Number one son is always crying

I don’t wanna get in

Its no fun

I don’t wanna get in

I’ll tell my Mum

Wet the hair,

But not the face

Water splashed all over the place

Scream and whinge, same old junk

Sometimes it’s hard not too dunk

I don’t wanna get in

It’s no fun

I don’t wanna get in

I’ll tell my Mum

Kid’s are happy,

Nice and clean

Why as parents are we so mean

Get him out & dry him off

Been too long he starts to cough

I don’t wanna get out

Im Having fun

I don’t wanna get out

I’ll tell my Mum

Photo

I knew it had to happen,

when I left all those years ago

That time would fade your memories,

make it like you didn’t know

the man there in the picture,

taken many years ago

I knew it had to happen,

while the months turned into years

That time would fade your memories

transforming all my fears

into empty, aching, hollowness

that only grows with years

I knew it had to happen,

with every birthday that passed by.

That time would fade your memories,

like every time that I got high.

Thru' the haze, my heart would yearn

While I’m in my bed at night

When you finally get to ask her

She may struggle to reply

Not wanting you to despise

this man  you once called father

How much simpler it would’ve been

 If that knot was made much tighter

I knew it had to happen,

when I left all those years ago

That time would fade your memories,

make it like you didn’t know

the man there in the picture,

taken many years ago

S & M

Beat me clever, beat me stupid

anyway you do it feels like heaven

Slap me silly, slap me quick

C'mon baby lets get sick

Sado-masochism is the way to go

beat me clever c'mon make me blow

Sado-masochism is the way to learn

slap me silly now its your turn

Strap on the harness and the handcuffs too

Bondage is good, is it good for you

Stockmans whip, cat o'nine tails will do

slap me quick take me to the moon

Slap me, beat me, kiss me, kill me

hurt me, heal me, I love your pain

Slap me, beat me, whip me, lick me

hurt me, heal me, your love is pain

Illusion

Illusions are all that they seem

Empty devoid and obscene

Here I am, there you go

There I go, I hear you cry

What's your pain, please explain

Is it anything to do with me

I have your heart and you have mine

Now we're apart, hear you cry

Don't be sad it's not all bad

Is it anything to do with me

I wear your ring, you wear mine

A part of me a part of you

What complaints? please explain

Is it anything to do with me

This love we have it ain't quite sane

Too much hurt and too much pain

Stop it now or start again

Is it anything to do with me

Alice (not really. but the real name didn't work)

Her name was Alice

She was full of malice

But she was mine

Nympho-maniacal bitch

Pschycopathical cleaner

Homicidal lover

When did you discover 

Suicidal mother

Schizophrenic lover

Constipated cow

Her name was Alice

so full of malice

but I loved her 

T.V

Watching the babes on T.V

Plastic as far as you can see

Why can't they see my reality

Watching the babes on T.V

I'm watching the ads on T.V

They boring the shit out of me

Why can't they, just leave me be

Watching the ads on T.V

Watching the news on T.V

Now they're just like you and like me

opinionated all self inflated

Watching the news on T.V

Greek

You call me up

to use me up

You suck me dry 

and I leave high

Every-time same situation

I'm a sucker for your persuasion

You click your fingers, it's alright

One more time just for tonight

It's late at night, kid's are in bed

you turn out the light, get in my head

My mind, soul and body are your's

Like you dine on me, feed from my pores

My hearts ripped out

Can't you hear me shout

Can't give anymore

Can't be your whore

Stoned Part 2

I'm stoned

Yeah I'm stoned

Here I sit all alone at night

Got my drugs, still no-one to call my own

Life goes on still passing me by

But I don't care 'cos now I'm high

I'm stoned

Yeah I'm stoned

Stoned again in the middle of the night

Paranoia, can't turn off my light

I can't feel and dont give a fuck

Yeah Im stoned

Man, so stoned

Too damned stoned

Stoned Part 1

I'm not stoned

I'm not stoned

Sitting here all alone

Got no drugs, no-one to call my own

Life goes on and its passing me by

I'm by myself and I cant get high

I'm not stoned

I'm not stoned

Cold and miserable by myself at night

Got no green to ease my plight

I don't feel

You know I can't feel

The Iron Duke

Late night phone calls because you're on your own

My television's on, volume turned to low

British politicians tell me how to live my life

and all you want to know is

Is if I love you

The Iron Duke is feasting in Vienna

he's trying to take over the world

Black and white movies don't quite make sense

But all you want to know is

Is if I love you

Hulk Hogan's stretched out on a body rack

Beating up the bad guys he's quick to attack

Miss universe commercials help to keep me awake

And all you want to know is

All you need to know is

Is if I love you